I DON’T LET MY FEARS OUT!

I don’t let my fears out, I fear people knowing my fear.

I fear people knowing my insecurities,

I have problems trusting people, and

I feel like giving up most of the times

Sitting by the dusty window, 

feeling the small droplets of rain

as they land on my dry skin,

Millions of thoughts crossing my mind at the same time,

engaged in a deep session with myself.

I realise,

I don’t let my fears out.

I am scared of society,

I am scared of my own people,

I am afraid of my fears, of my insecurities

I fear myself sometimes,

I fear just like you.

only because,

I DON’T LET MY FEARS OUT!

–seepika lavaniya