Scars

Last Seen: Aug 3, 2023 @ 4:49pm 16AugUTC

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Scars 

I have scars in many parts of me

On my neck, hands, thighs, and stomach

Places where people can’t see 

Is where I hold sadness inside me 

It all started out in grade ten 

When I was so stressed for my exams 

Constantly searching for peace and zen 

Barely functioning as a human 

I remember my first cut 

Out of frustration about my weight 

Soul closed off, eyes shut 

I thought it would be my last but… 

Then I lived off the high 

Sorely addicted 

Soaring in the sky 

My, oh, my 

It was pure ecstasy 

That feeling of seeing my blood

Pouring down through like a sea 

Why was then so beautiful, oh merry me 

When the blade of joy 

Was finally taken away 

Happiness turned coy 

And shied away 

I tried to kill someone 

Who wasn’t quite me 

But still lived in my body 

And i couldn’t run 

I’m not quite better now 

But i have hope 

I’ve seen the lowest downs 

So I ask myself how 

How can I continue to live on

After having done so much to myself 

But the part of me that liked it is gone 

And I’m ready for battle, guns drawn

Last Seen: Aug 3, 2023 @ 4:49pm 16AugUTC

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