I feel helpless sometimes in my life
because even after realizing my mistakes, I cannot stop myself doing it again and again.
Can’t feel the remorse anymore, not even any other emotions.
But my heart felt heavy and is always filled up with so much guilt and pain.
No matter how much hard I try, always keep falling into that dark endless pit which takes me into that indefinite emptiness,
“Time heals everything” they say but I still can see the scars that I have made in others, the grief and their sadness.
It’s really hard for me to accept the reality that the things could never be the same as they were in the past,
Still taking a leap of faith in God I am living this gifted life as much as I could last.
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