I wish i don’t fall asleep today
For it will be easier
It will be easier to have dark circles around my eyes than be asleep just to live once again a life of lies
It will be easier to be surrounded by darkness from all the gates rather than stepping inside a room full of light with your false hopes that held me tight.
It will be easier to have a ghost sitting next to me waiting for the right time when to greet.
The pain of a bleeding wrist would have been more bearable than your memories that haunt till date
All my past mistakes wish i never made.
People call me mundane to be writing for a person i can not even name.
And i accept all the blame.
You disappeared from my life just the way smoke of mild does the only difference between you too is you left me with the broken heart the smoke of mild makes me add a perfume to my cart to be loved by you I was not lucky enough but you love you was my art but I have lost my art just like a teethless tiger in the wild that is when the lighter a reaches is my mild
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But at the end of the day i wish to fall asleep
I wish to fall asleep to see you exist but no longer in my life
I wish to fall asleep to once again live a life of lies
I wish to fall asleep to see you one last time
For I’m not sure if it will be my final night
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