It was a perfectly fine day.
It was a day just like yesterday, a day just like tomorrow.
I woke up, got ready, attended the same boring lectures, slept through them, perfectly fine like any other day.
It was during lunch that I spit out the words “I think I want to die.” Just like that. Just like a normal sentence that people use in their daily life.
Adav walking near me was aghast “The fuck?”
Now one hour later I am not sure why I blabbered those but my thinking sure hasn’t changed as hell.
Maybe I guess I want to die.
There is nothing to look forward to my life anyway.
Aw such a depressing day. Why Liya why?
What happened to the beam of sunshine that you promised you will be?
My inner self chided myself.
‘Whatever happens suicide is not the way’. Adav’s words kept running over.
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