I am afraid sometimes of myself,
What if I become my olderself.
The one who had hurt everybody around her,
And made their peaceful life miserable for sure.
Tears filled my eyes and guiltiness consumed me,
Whenever I remembered their faces and pain is the only thing I could see.
I don't know how many times I have apologized to god for my own mistakes,
As it's not a movie where I can have as much as retakes.
The damage which is done is permanent, leaving a big scar in my life,
Still I can start changing from today itself to rebuild this precious life.
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