Last Seen: Jul 3, 2023 @ 1:59pm 13JulUTCNOTE: May be this cannot be understood by some so just ignore!! Khud pe likhne ka socha hi nhi kbhi, kyuki shyad khud ko hi kbhi nhi smjh paya mai. Hr martaba doosro ka hi socha aur sochte sochte bahut kuch ho gya. Lekin ek din seeshe ke samne aakela baitha tha jb na ghar me koi tha aur na hi dimaag me. Tb socha khud se bhi pochlo Ki kya haal Hai? Pehli dafa to gaero ki tarah wo yahi kahega ki ‘sb thik’ lekin isse bhi manana parega sach bolne ke lie.
Logo ne kaha sbse pyaar kro, kiya bhi pr hmseha mila nhi,
mujhe lgta tha mujhe khud se bhi ishq hai, lekin ye bhi sch nhi!!
Raat me jldi sone walo me sa tha, kuch samay se jgne lga hoon,,
wo shyad chali to gyi pr uski aadat to rakh loon??
Akela sa baitha rehta hoon, kuch khaas kaam nhi hai,,
uske lie jaroori kaam bhi chode the, to socha ab wahi poore kr loon!!
MAA to kehti hai beta so ja kl uth kr kr lio na,,
kisse poocho kya uske samay me thoda sa khud ke lie jee loon??
Khud ke sath to rehta tha lekin khud se door ho gya tha,,
Ye uski wajah se nhi hua tha, jbki usne to dono ko hi jodna chaha tha!!
Khud se baat krne me pta nhi uska zikar yahan kaise hua,,
ya mere khud me uska bhi kuch ansh tha!!
Sheeshe ke samne baitha mai kuch khaas samjh nhi paya lekin doosri or wala kuch zyada hi keh gya. Koshish krta samjhne ki lekin thoda bahut hi palle par rha tha tb maine kaha “ghuma fira kr baate krna band kr aur saaf saaf bta”. Tb doosri aor wale ne kha chal koshish krta hui.
Umar ese chal rhi hai jahan dimaag me ‘?’ to hai lekin esse piche ka sawal nhi,,
to mai kisse kya poocho ya mai poochna chahta hi nhi!!
Dukh bhi wahi se aate hai jo thik chal rha hota hai,,
aur ese me rishta aur vishwas dono hi kahin toot sa jata hai!!
Mana umar kacchi hai lekin duniya maine bhi dekhi hai,,
koi bojh tale fasa hua hai to kisi ki mn mrji hai!!
Mere ander ki jwala ko bhujhane ke lie talaab nhi mila abhi tk,,
kafi mile bhi lekin ek glass se kuch nhi hua aaj tk!!
Jwala bhi kafi ango se bani hai,,
kisi chhez ka gussa to kisi cheez ki pareshani hai!!
Pta nhi uper wale ka sath hai ya nhi,,
koi aas to ab dikhti bhi nhi!!
Aur is dharti pr kisi ka sath(laughs),,
ye sawaal to mai ab khudse poochta hi nhi!!
Majboori sbki rhi hogi kuch na kuch, shyad ellag na dhoondh paoo,,
agar tu apne papa ki pari hai to, mai kaunsa ek kharab beta hoon??
Uper wale ne to barabar hi bnaya tha shyad, ya mujhse smjhne me koi glti hui,,
asal me barosa zyada hi kiya hoga ldko pr, jo andheri raat me nikli ldki hui!!
Uper se case me samay lgane se aacha papa ne suicide krna sahi smjha,,
akeli maa kya hi krti ab, court bhi bik gya tha paiso ke khel me jb!!
Bik gya tha court, shyad ab na mile insaaf,,
isi dar se kahin uske papa ne kiya mujhe uske zindagi se saaf!! (Context:girl in my life!!!)
But i totally respect him and his thoughts,
But should i not get a chance to prove me and my thoughts!!
U are elder and like a father to me,,
u’ll always get respect but only thing not me!!
May ur blessings always help me succeed,,
may ur -ve thoughts turn up for meeee!!
Wahi jb dard aakhone se nikalte hain to log kehte hain kayar,,
Aur agar zubaan se nikle to log kehte hain shyar!!
