"For the past few weeks, my heart has been heavy with an inexplicable pain and heartache, a devastating emptiness I could never have imagined. I was still hoping that things could be fixed with someone I love, that there was a second chance, but he himself told me yesterday when I called him that I shouldn't expect anything anymore. It really hurt me because I held onto hope, but I was mistaken. I cried and cried again and again. I prayed to God to give me strength because I felt so weak at that time. After praying, I fell asleep.
In the morning when I woke up, so many questions filled my mind, but two really stood out. First, can I let go of the person I love most? Or should I start my new journey? With that question, I cried for the last time. And I made the decision to let go of the one I love most, even though it still hurts so much. But I need to do this because I'm tired, I've suffered from constantly following him, begging him, but his answer has always been the same, from before until now. So, I've set him free because I was the only one still holding on.
Then, I started my new journey, my new chapter in life, and accepted everything – that no matter how much you love someone, if you're not meant to be together, you're simply not. That's why I closed our story of almost four years together. It was hard for me to do this, but I'm still praying to God that everything will be okay. I should accept things and love myself first. And I can't deny that I miss him every day, but it will only be up to that point. I will never forget this person because he became a part of my life, and I will keep our memories and treasure them."
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