In the quiet dark corners where silence shrieks ,
I face the mess i made over & over the weaks .
Years of silence & hidden tears ,
I confessed him my darkest fears .
My eyes lower from theirs , lost in haze ,
Unsure if i'll dare to meet my own gaze .
Eyes once fearless now turn away ,
drowned in shame i cannot stay .
The weight of fears , the past I hide ,
A hollow ache I feel inside.
Days slip away , the sun feels cold ,
All the good deeds remain untold .
Heart's so broken , no way to mend ,
I dunno how everything comes to an end.
Nothing feels right , nowhere to belong ,
Yet here i am alone , standing strong.
Scared to face what i've become ,
Trapped in loops , dumb and numb .
Now that i've faced the mess , how to unsee?
Lost in the storm , would it ever set me free?
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