"Sometimes I ask myself why people fall in love again, only to end up crying.
I'm not feeling well today because I have a cough, a runny nose, and a headache. When I feel like this, I miss someone I loved before, because he was the only one I could tell about my pain, about how I felt. He was always there to take care of me. Someone who loved me would worry about me, tell me to take my medicine, eat, and not neglect myself. Although my family is here, the person I used to talk to whenever I felt like this is no longer here. I can't stop crying; I miss that someone.
Even though I feel like this now, I need to be strong. Even though I miss him, even though I want to call him, I can't because we're no longer together. He's happy with his life now. I can't forget him; I always think about him, but I can't do anything. Even if I wanted to tell him I'm not feeling well, I can't because we're no longer together. I'm hoping that someday I'll be happy again and find someone who loves me again. I know I haven't fully moved on yet. I'll endure until I'm 100% okay. Then, that's when I'll love again soon."
* #longing
* #healing
* #sadness
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