I am drowning , in the sea of my own thoughts,
waves of guilts and regrets , depths of loss.
I scream out loud but no voice comes out,
deafening me with doubts after doubts.
I knew it would hurt , i saw it coming ,
yet I stayed , with heart shattering & soul cripling.
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If you had given me the chance to love you,
I would have shown how my love was so true
Not just with the words whispered late at night,
but with actions in the silence that feels safe inside.
I would have stayed with you ,
in the dark and even in the sky blue .
My hands would have held yours ,
not to bind , but to remind ,
that I will never leave you behind.
I would have been there through every fall ,
making a world where we could have it all.
Through every tear and every fight,
I would have stayed with you in the quiet night.
You walked away ,
while i drowned in the weight of my own love.
The love that was never given the space to bloom,
burried alive , deep in the garden of gloom.
Now i'm a bud scared to face the sun,
The memories haunting of what's yet to be done.
When i had no love for myself ,
I still saved a lot for you.
But just one mistake , one fault ,
you vanished & everthing came to halt.
I stayed through every storm w you so fine ,
yet you left me alone in mine.
I loved you in ways I could never love myself,
but you never held my love with care.
You let my words fade into silence,
never saying you felt the same, never even there.
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