Let it go

Dear mom and dad.

I can't. More than this I can't.

I lost my mental peace.

Home doesn't feel like home nowadays.

I feel lonely.

I don't have any friends.

Pinky, Nat they were all just names. Names to prove the world I have friends.

No one liked me in my boarding school and no one likes me now in college.

And nowadays I realise why.

Because I was like you mom.

I was always angry, I was always overreacting, I was always irritating. It's natural that no one likes me.

I wasn't the fun cool type.

And I am afraid my life won't change hereafter.

I guess happiness is not for me. Then why live?

I'll go.

I'll let myself go.

Far, far away.

I pray God to bless me a good family good friends atleast in the next generation.

I am sorry for distributing you all these years mom and dad.

And with I trembled, losing my balance from the balcony.

That tremble, it wasn't intentional.

It was involuntary.

My mind wanting to let go.

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