I was studying yesterday night, at about 10.30.
My mom sat near me and she said she wanted to sleep.
I told her I'll go to another room and study and that she can turn off the lights but he insisted I stay.
My parents don't trust me in leaving me alone during nights.
And so I sat there and studied. The lights were on.
It was nearly 11 and I was saturated but sleep was no where near me and I started watching a movie.
This morning I was woken up at 6 by constant yelling from my dad.
Why did you watch movie yesterday night, how can you mom sleep.
For God's sake I turned off the lights and had the volume turned off.
What could I have possibly done in that 20 minutes of watching a silent mode ie that disturbed my mom from her deep sleep.
I could only wonder.
I was woken early morning so that I'll sleep early during the night today.
But I am sick, I have a terrible cold, headache and earpain.
I wanted to sleep a little on the afternoon but I was banned.
Can you believe it.
A parents who ban their child from sleeping when she is sick.
They call me in intervals of 15 mins from their work to check whether I am awake.
Few days back, I asked God to make my parents love me.
Is it his definition of love or their definition of discipline.
Either way, in the end it's the child that loses it's peace.
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