Secret Love
Section 26
Kelvin looked at my finger with 💍 for a little while and then said,,,,
“”It’s fine, I understand that you are someone’s fiancée, but please, it’s only today, I won’t do anything bad or spoil you for your person, it’s just a conversation between me and you, please understand that after that I won’t bother you again””
I wondered if he’s not jealous anymore and he’s really moved on that’s good but I shouldn’t rush to go…..I thought I should tell him to let me think about it then I’ll let you know, aah don’t block me really now I don’t know how I’ll let you know🌚
“”I haven’t blocked you Misa but anyway if you see you can’t tell me, please send your friend Mary to get me information””
I’m sure he hasn’t blocked me hehehe, then it’s ok….
I left and followed Mary to where she was,, she’s crazy now, she wants me to tell her what happened 🤣🤣 what’s wrong now, she just asked to talk to me after the last one and then she won’t bother me anymore and I showed her my ring, so she already knows she doesn’t have her anymore….
“Aisee, so why aren’t you going?”
“I’m listening to you, you know I don’t want to get into any trouble with him”
“I understand you mate, but Kelvin can’t do anything bad to you, believe me”
“Hmm, so right now you know Kelvin better than me🤣🤣
“It’s not like that😅😅 but just let me understand, I wish you well, my gay, I can’t put you in danger”
“Aya buana, since you said you are, who am I to object?”
So we started to leave for home,, I got to our place and I was thinking a lot about whether I should really go to see Kelvin mmh what if Gallis will know!! and is it true that kelvin no longer has romantic feelings for me!! what does he want to talk to me now??!! I missed the answer, I found myself starting to look again at the pictures that Kelvin and I took,,, my feelings started to boil again….why do I feel this way, I don’t like him😔😔 I love Gallis, why am I thinking about Kelvin again😣😣 this is not right,,, Gallis called me and I answered it but while talking he realized that I was not well,, he tried to question me but I didn’t say it, I told him it was just sleep, darling, I feel like I’m sleeping😴😴 I didn’t want to tell him about Kelvin because it would be a prayer….
So he told me to relax,, he’ll laugh at me later….it’s okay baby it’s ok I love you😘😘 I was trying so hard not to lose Gallis I wanted to love him and be firm I don’t even know why my feelings towards Kelvin wanted to emerge😫😫
I sent Mary a text to tell Kelvin where we are meeting, I dressed very casually, I didn’t want Kelvin to start yelling at me 🤗i,, Mary replied that she told me to go to the Golden Hotel, there is only one big hotel in Mikocheni, then I looked for transport and ended up at that hotel
I found Kelvin standing outside there, he smiled and then he said I’m beautiful,, why do I look beautiful in these clothes now,, I just said to myself….hey Misa happy to see you,, you’d better agree to come, you just don’t know how happy I am😊😊
It’s just fine… I gave a short answer and waited for instructions on where we were going to stay….
He held my hand and I took it out of habit I don’t want eboo🌚🌚,, and he didn’t mind, he continued walking towards the place he intended to stay,, we arrived, it’s a very quiet place just to talk….
“Hamisa, I know we have been through a lot, both good and bad, first of all, please forgive me for all that I have ever wronged you, it has been a long time since we talked like this, so now that I have this chance I should say thank you again”
“It’s ok I’m listening to you”
“Hamisa, in fact, I have tried very hard to overcome my feelings for you, I thought I might be able to live without you and forget you completely but I failed Hamisa, I can’t. In the past I felt I could not continue with you because you were not open about our relationship. but staying away from you has been the biggest torture for me, I can’t Misa, I ask you to give me any punishment just so I can be with you again Hamisa, I need you still in my life again, it’s too much”
Kelvin was talking with tears streaming down his face but I didn’t care… I asked him…
“But you didn’t tell me I was engaged and you said you won’t bother me or spoil me, what are you doing here??”
“I know I said that, but the truth is that I have no intention of destroying your relationship, but try to think about when we came out, Hamisa, try to think about how we loved each other, every time I think about that, it hurts and I need your presence with me again, Hamisa, please open your heart my beautiful,, I have no believe that your parents know if you are engaged and I don’t believe that you have been given a dowry, please you still have a chance to make the right choice Misa if only you love me as much as I love you”
I wondered how to know if my fiance is not known to us or if he is monitoring my movements 🤔
He took out his laptop and started playing video clips that were connected between me and him….all those videos were in the hotel and at his house again because no one would know that we were dating….then he played them and I remembered those times and I found myself loose again control, my emotions started thinking about kelvin again😣😣 and I started to remember the gifts he showered on me while we were dating, considering the song that was included in that video is my fav song😫 then I just bowed down at the table and stopped even looking….
Kelvin hugged me and lifted me up, we all started to cry, I don’t even know what we were talking about😓😓 Kelvin wiped my tears while looking into my eyes….he said I love Hamisa very much art😢😢 please be mine again,, Kelvin asked Hamisa to be his again….For will Hamisa really pull out those pictures?? and what about which side will Gallis put him on??!!
To be continued…..
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